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Such a long time didn’t update this.

Life is just pretty busy nowadays. I do not know whether this is a good news to everybody – the Mid Year Exam was abolished , Form 5  students could relax for a short while after the Diagnostic test. Yet certainly, some friends who wished to apply scholarship by using the Mid Year Exam result were filled with disappointment.

Hoh Yeah! Speaking of Diagnostic, Yes , I got Straight As. However , the range of As was quite disappointing. Divya asked me to Imagine this as my true SPM result- gosh , no more time to waste. Let’s go study!

Had been Staying back till 6 at school from last week till this week. Still working very hard on preparation of my poem recitation competition, which will be held on 8 of May in our own lovely school. Wish me luck >>  ^^

Labour Day tomorrow, but not for Pn Yeap , Mr Chew , Pn Leong and few other teachers. Still have to undergo training as I am a perfectionist. I reap what I sow. I am certain that, my hard works will be rewarded soon… Let’s Pray

华

自从中四不同班后

已经许久没跟他说话

今天 跟他聊了一下

无意中发现

他竟然报考华文！

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PMR 华文拿 D

操一口流利的英语

今天竟告诉我 : 我华文虽差 ， 但我有兴趣！

我愣了

我回答 ：我钦佩你这种精神 ， 真的

这是发自内心

发自内心 打从心里说出来的话

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众所周知

华文 是华人的母语

是华族的根

是沟通的媒体

方方块块的字

读起来比 一连串的 A B C D 更倒味

方块字中 包含着更深一层的意思

从古代文字

演变成现代文字的过程

方块字们 经过了多少岁月的洗涤

又多少风化的侵蚀

从繁体变简体

那一种坚持

那一种毅力

这 是他们的纯朴的美

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朋友 

我们又何能因为一个 “难”字

而放弃了祖先们传承下来的华族精神

朋友

我们又怎能因“难”字

或 ‘懒’

而处处埋怨华文的高难度

或选择打退堂鼓

对华文抗拒地说‘不’

若是这样

你们的毅力

岂不是连一个方块字都比不上？

学华文

难道只为了抢眼的A+？

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与其说：不要考华文 ， 因为很难拿A +

倒不如说 ：来报考华文 ， 尽最大的努力 ， 来拿A +

我本身并没有十足的信心能在大考的A+

我也知道若华文拿不到A+

出国梦可能就碎在眼前

但我为自己的勇气

感到无比骄傲

也深信自己没做错误的选择

至少

我敢去尝试

我勇于面对 挑战

在逆境中向前冲

往往都能茁壮长大

人家的故意挑难

我们就必须低头照范？

不仅丧失尊严

或许祖先正因为你的懦弱而在土下深感无奈

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当然 那些在家以英语为媒介语的黄皮肤人

从小就被送去国小

无法主宰自己的路的

不能写

至少要能看

不能看

至少能讲

不能讲

至少要有那种求知欲

想学华文

但身边却有连母语都不会

却大嚷说要修法文 德文 的人

那种崇洋媚外的态度

总会让我感到意外矛盾

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我并没否认英语的重要性

我本身也在进步英语中

重点是 华人就不该忘我

当看到他族的人积极地学华文

能说华语

比华人更华人

自己难道不会为自己的无能而感到怜耻？

能做到华文英文 双语精通

才是强的

然后才在修其他语文提升自己

难道不是应该这样的吗？

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谢谢你给我那么多的联想

感触良多

我钦佩的

是你的精神与勇气

何勇为 我钦佩你

***若有冒犯之处

笔者在此道歉

这纯粹是个人目前的观点

原谅我的过于主观与武断

本人毫无恶意

 

 

Piece of Crap

Hey know what, exam is over! Woohoo… but the sad case is . it’s just a temporary one. As Wei Shan said, the exam marks the beginning of our reflection . Acting like a mirror, we start to sense fear , come’ on , 7 more months left ! Hey , you really think time creeps in petty pace from day to day, just like what you can find from Life Brief Candle of William Shakespeare?

I couldn’t help it. I really despise history. Oh no i mean the history found in Sejarah Text Book Tingkatan 4 from Chapter 2 to 8. Oh damn it, I am memorizing it for the sake of memorizing , for the sake of getting an ace in SuPerMan Exam! The only way to score is, I must embrace it and love it.

Off I go. Nabi Muhammad s.a.w waiting for me there…

蜈蚣与蜘蛛

昨天去补习

那是个规模甚大的补习社

唯有补习社最低层的那间课室

因对面有小贩卖熟食

引进了不少生物

是生物的休闲区 繁殖区

也是死亡黑区

有四处飞窜的苍蝇

有被踩死的蟑螂尸体

至于蜈蚣 乃是第一次看见

 

蜈蚣细小又骇人的身躯

难免使那两位女生发出冒号与感叹号

蜈蚣脚是多得很

仍有失足的时候

一个不平衡 就百脚朝天

又努力的翻身

再跌在走

但活动范围只限于一张椅子下

兜圈圈

令人不解

 

椅子与地面的差距

应该有十二寸之远

忽然间

有只来历不明生物从椅子而降

他要附在蜈蚣的身上

蜈蚣努力挣扎 许久

摆脱了它

噢 有是个新发现

原来是只蜘蛛

蜈蚣成功摆脱了蜘蛛

但成功纯属暂时性的

顽强的蜘蛛把自己往上吊

再降下来

我国这一次花费了更多时间与力气

摆脱蜘蛛的 “死缠烂打”

都说是死缠烂打了

蜘蛛有不甘示弱

眼前猎物太美味

支架不住眼前的诱惑

来个最后的攻击

蜈蚣依旧反抗

但抵抗力已大幅度地减少

身躯已开始踮不着地

身体已粘在蜘蛛网上

身躯正在缓缓上升

在上面操纵的蜘蛛

慢慢缩短网线

猎物慢慢步进黑色死亡地区

在网上

蜈蚣的垂死挣扎已徒然

 

不远处望 蜈蚣已不再有动静

灵魂大概已不附体

那几厘米的身躯

慢慢从地面拉上去

慢慢地 成了蜘蛛家族一天最丰富的美食

* 首次见到蜘蛛捕食

该食物还是只蜈蚣

两者间的恶斗 生死之战

不禁令人唏嘘

在生物链中

胜者为王败者为寇

是不争的事实

蜘蛛 必须活着

它必须捕食 进食 再繁殖

延续下一代

弱肉强食

世间本来就是以这样的形势

以食物网达成世间的生态平衡

根本毫无可悲可言的

蜈蚣的死亡

岂能怪谁

要不是跛了脚

肯定可以逃出蜘蛛的魔掌

这次

也领悟到世间趁火打劫的恐怖

人 无论在身理或身心上

应该处于最佳状态

时时对周遭保持警惕

要不然 很可能成为第二只蜈蚣

 

SPM terror

 

SPM result was out today and nervousness tickled the nerves of those who had sat for the examination the end of last year.

WOW!

I know, it’s totally unrelated to me as I wasn’t one of them, who waiting there, panicked. Just that, I , wonder why, felt the spasm of panick in me too!

LOL

Saw SinTing there. I grabbed her as tightly as I could and she felt how nervous I was! I was trying to imagine, what will happen to me next year? Will I cry? If , only if I do, is it tears of joy or tears of disappointment ?

NOOO…. I will die for waiting too loong….Oh my…

Saw Mr John , Ben and a group of prefects standing in front of kedai koperasi, discussing on some issues I assume? I joined the group. And later did i ask, HEY, where’s ERIC? 

Ben opened his mouth widely , pointed to me where he was standing . Oh my… He just stood right in front of me?! WTF? I didn’t realise that! Wow with his hair dyed, I nearly fail to recognise him. Tremendous change in him ! He’s like… a celebrity . Wowwowowow…

I entered the hall and there’re already hundreds of them waiting for their results. Ok I stood beside the 5S1 teacher to wait for the arrival of the results . YES , it’s coming. Khai SHIEN! The top student of the school, was there too,  obviously he’s nervous. Who won’t >?

Everybody was there to wait and try to glimpse his result. Finally the teacher gave him the paper and I heard people screaming, so I screamed blindly LOLX. Straight As, but not Straight A +.

I dunno how he felt that time… Was he happy? Apparently, I guess no.

The best student of TMN COnnaught is Goh Hui Shi, who got only an A , and A+ for other subjects!

Some jumped in excitement, some looked calm, even the result was so excellent, some cried sadly , result wasn’t that good I guess.

While looking at this situation, I couldn’t help thinking, how should I react if I were in their shoes? Juniors in Form 4 kept telling me that, I will be like them next year, either jumping like a maniac or screaming like a monkey. Great Pressure exerted on me and I felt that I gonna burst myself!

Desperate for A+ man! I always thought A= is 95 % above, but it’s just bullshit ok? Can you imagine people all got 95 above for most of the subjects? Do you believe people all strive hardly at the 11th hour and ended up getting 95 % above for Sej, Moral, Add math, Inggeris … ? Certainlyresults go according to graph again.

Then What’s the point of changing the system , from 1A, 2A to A+ , A- then ? Foolish.

Back to main point.

I want to be the one who walks out from the crowd, with everybody looking at me,full of jealousy or envy  . I admit, I am desperate for A+ , because it’s possible! I used to think that it’s a impossible mission , unless they’re genius. But now it seemed realistic.

I will study very very very very hard from now on . i want A+ , A+ , A+ , A +, A + ,A+, A+ ,A+ , A+ ,A+……

Well, I will do my very best to get it. But I promise, If my result turned out to be awful, I wouldn’t cry . What for? Those who cried over spilled milk are actually crying for their laziness . For me, as long as I do my part, it’s the end. it’s the God to decide, what kind of result i should get.

8 more months . SPM 2010 . Gambateh.

I am motivated!

A+ !

Belated Birthday Party ?

It’s kinda surprising when they brought me the Cake. Oh my goodness! I didn’t expect that at all! What I expect was just, well , uh, normal gathering , but I swear, I didn’t think of cake!

Since i was small, I used to ask my dad not to buy me cakes as it wasn’t worth it. Considering RM 30 or RM 40 for a cake? I rather choose KFC . That’s why, it was rare for me to have CAKE for my Bday.

I got to say thanks to all of them . Deepest gratitude towards those buddies who celebrated for me!

I wonder, how many times I’ve blown out candles and cut cakes on my birthdays?

Ah really have to once again , thank you guys here… Hong Seng , Kah Leong, Justin, Sel, Xiwen, GIGi Yee Mun… and Chee Jie who arrived later.

On that moment, I enjoyed celebrating birthday, with CAKE! I realised that, it meant a lot. Cake, isn’t just a cake. It’s a symbol of YOU, getting older  elder by one year old!!!

Had dinner in the nearby restaurant where nobody except waiters in it. Refused to go in as I saw no customers there, and I didn’t have the gut to try the things there. Well, Sel looked desperate to go in. OK la… then we went in.

And go ask SEL whether she regretted for her choice. A silly one, or a brilliant one?

BBQ + Steamboat ? My first experience and it’s definitely fun!!! Everybody was like, throwing noodles onto the frying pan, sizzling with oil, and girls looked damn excited man!

Well, if you wanna make sure you are full, pls , don’t choose this restaurant. We worked, more than we eat. LOLx :)

 

Everybody was anticipating for the night swim lo. We didn’t try it out before though we did stay overnight here twice. This time, 3 girls joining us and made us feel, err… hehi, a litle bit awkward lo.

But nevertheless, I wasn’t the one who wore TRIANGULAR SWIMMING TRUNK, and the one who did, got it from the girls, badly huh?

 

Somehow I like this photo very much. How come ??? DIm GAI GEH??

LOLX WE CHATTED in water, or to be more precise, GOSSIPED in water . Was it considered as GOssip? Yeah Gua…

 

TALKED non-stop for 2 hours in water and it’s time to go home . Somebody need to lie to their parents, kononnya BUAT ADD MATH PROJEK ??? Hahax.

Cwen and me!

She’s kind of addicted to my condo and kept nagging me to go again. SEE? CONDO ADDICTION!

A really nice day. Woohoo!

17th Birthday

CNY away , MY BDAY ARRIVES!

IChin Yung is now officially 17 !

“ 1 more year, He is old and mature enough to WAtch Pxxx ,  movies for only above 18!”

My best birthday ever, though I know it’s not really that special for everybody. But there are simply just too many unexpected things happened. Hong Seng’s meaningful key chain , Wendy’s bookmark with words , Xiwen , my sis ‘s DIY birthday card ( apparently she did it for me while gambling.. and lost a lot of money wor… ) , lemon tea from Ah TIN and etc… Hahax

Feel warm and happy while in class after duty. the happiest moment in school always will be in the class, mingling around with those fool JOKERs? Hahax. Understand why Kah L told me that it’s embarrassing when people all around you singing the Happy Birthday song for you. I got it. Not only once. But more than twice! EMbarrassing yet SWEET!

Raja Sehari dalam setahun. On that day, even though I am supposed to clear the rubbish in the rubbish bin, I have the power to say ‘no’. Even I really wanna do it myself, Hong Seng and Ah Tin did it for me . See? But that only last for a day – 24 hours – 1440 minutes – 86400 seconds!

Receiving sms-es that really manage to make my corners of mouth curve upward, especially received msg from primary school frens , Yeng Sze and ShUo Xuan , senior AISIN and Maggie, friends and most precious ones, my bro and sis warm regards. Hmm… great!

It’s 10. 38 PM now. 1 more hour left. The day will still pass. In fact, there is a cake waiting for me in the refrigerator, bought by my dad despite the fact that getting wet under the heavy rain this evening. HAHA. Thanks everybody who wishes me. A small wish , really, means a lot to me. THANKS .

I heard that it is a TiraMisu cake. The mystery still remains unresolved. Hmm… it’s time to go and have a quick peep … BYE !

OK also wish Happy Birthday to the following birthday girls and boys :

Yoon Theme, Aun Chian and Isabella – 2nd Mac

Yung Wai and my 3rd Aunt – 3rd Mac

Xiu Fen – 5th Mac

and Qin Shun – 6th MAC

Happy BIRTHDAY!!! MAY ALL DREAMS COME TRUE!  lolx