蜈蚣与蜘蛛

昨天去补习

那是个规模甚大的补习社

唯有补习社最低层的那间课室

因对面有小贩卖熟食

引进了不少生物

是生物的休闲区 繁殖区

也是死亡黑区

有四处飞窜的苍蝇

有被踩死的蟑螂尸体

至于蜈蚣 乃是第一次看见

 

蜈蚣细小又骇人的身躯

难免使那两位女生发出冒号与感叹号

蜈蚣脚是多得很

仍有失足的时候

一个不平衡 就百脚朝天

又努力的翻身

再跌在走

但活动范围只限于一张椅子下

兜圈圈

令人不解

 

椅子与地面的差距

应该有十二寸之远

忽然间

有只来历不明生物从椅子而降

他要附在蜈蚣的身上

蜈蚣努力挣扎 许久

摆脱了它

噢 有是个新发现

原来是只蜘蛛

蜈蚣成功摆脱了蜘蛛

但成功纯属暂时性的

顽强的蜘蛛把自己往上吊

再降下来

我国这一次花费了更多时间与力气

摆脱蜘蛛的 “死缠烂打”

都说是死缠烂打了

蜘蛛有不甘示弱

眼前猎物太美味

支架不住眼前的诱惑

来个最后的攻击

蜈蚣依旧反抗

但抵抗力已大幅度地减少

身躯已开始踮不着地

身体已粘在蜘蛛网上

身躯正在缓缓上升

在上面操纵的蜘蛛

慢慢缩短网线

猎物慢慢步进黑色死亡地区

在网上

蜈蚣的垂死挣扎已徒然

 

不远处望 蜈蚣已不再有动静

灵魂大概已不附体

那几厘米的身躯

慢慢从地面拉上去

慢慢地 成了蜘蛛家族一天最丰富的美食

* 首次见到蜘蛛捕食

该食物还是只蜈蚣

两者间的恶斗 生死之战

不禁令人唏嘘

在生物链中

胜者为王败者为寇

是不争的事实

蜘蛛 必须活着

它必须捕食 进食 再繁殖

延续下一代

弱肉强食

世间本来就是以这样的形势

以食物网达成世间的生态平衡

根本毫无可悲可言的

蜈蚣的死亡

岂能怪谁

要不是跛了脚

肯定可以逃出蜘蛛的魔掌

这次

也领悟到世间趁火打劫的恐怖

人 无论在身理或身心上

应该处于最佳状态

时时对周遭保持警惕

要不然 很可能成为第二只蜈蚣

 

2012 的联想

世界末日？荒唐之极！

至少我阿姨是这样回答我的

当他还是小孩儿的时候

就已有很多类似的传闻绕在耳梁了

2000 年一次

2003 年又一次

若是真的话 人

不知死了多少次

阿姨这一番话 的确起了镇定剂的作用

但 刚刚读了 Xiao Jin’s 的其中一篇文章

心里又是毛毛的

的确

文章写得头头是道 很有科学根据性似的

根据科学家Maurice Cotterell

在古庙与石碑中发现一再重复的密码：1366560

换成天数的话

正是3740年

根据玛雅所记载

地球每3740年就脱胎换骨一次

那人类已是第五代了

相信长毛象也是因此而绝种的

嗨

又是玛雅人在作怪。。。

玛雅人的日历在2012 年12月21日 正式结束

基于其中的奥妙

还是不为人知

但相信是世界末日的来临

至于更多的科学原理解释2012 预言的说法

本人还是不说了

大概又是关于什么行星撞击地球

然后再造成破坏这类的说法

为何玛雅人预言那么受重视？ 这也有他的理由

他们早就准确地预算出地球公转时间

即365天又6小时又24分20秒

也对于其他星球的运转 在计算亦非常准确

2012 – 12 – 21 的太阳降落后 就看不到22 日的黎阳

从此没有黎明 人类自杀或互相残杀

灾难四起 冰天冻地 惊天动地

地壳龟裂 陨石降落

砰！

地球又回到几亿年前的冰山雪地。。。

当然 这一切一切

是否是危言耸听 还是个未知数

无可否认 有人亦认为 2012 预言

一切加上电影制作 再加上媒体炒作

炒得沸沸烫烫的 使人心惶惶

仔细想想

我们的地球已好好地过了那么多亿年

要完就完

一些先天征兆都没有 会不会儿戏了些呢？

若真的有什么行星将在三年后撞击地球

那科学家不早就在几十年前开始研究了吗？

现在离末日也相当近了

那岂不是肉眼都能看到该行星了吗？

至于玛雅人的日历为何在那个日子终止

那就要把问题指回给你们了各位

看看你们如何看待这问题

其实目前为止

本人并没听说玛雅人亲自记载下2012 地球将灭亡

或许他们万万没想到 自己停笔于2012-12-21

给后人带来那么多的忧愁 不必要的顾虑

我看到一篇文章

说一个人在两年前就放弃工作

储存好几年的粮食到2012

反正过后都用不着了

哈哈 真遗憾

若22日东升再起 那人

也不知该哭或该笑了

说着说着

若预言显灵

那么现在啃书 工作 干吗？

干脆去玩了！

但又不知是否是真是假

夹在可能与不可能之间

苦恼

或许 有了这一类似的预言

让人类与大自然 关系上的改善跨越一大步

人与人间更惺惺相惜

若2012 成真

那2011 将是最后的圣诞夜

明年将是最后的足球世界杯

英国伦敦岂不是最后一个奥林匹克运动会举办国？

说实话

还蛮期待2012-12-21 的到来

看看大家在当天夜晚的情景

注意着天上星星月亮的举动

有的就干脆宁可信其有

来个不眠之夜 大快朵颐地吃

与家人朋友来个最后的晚餐

有的则与另一半拥在一起睡

等待黎明或死亡的来临

而我

想拿着2013年的日历

到山顶上翘着脚 放大双眼地等着瞧

第二天

太阳从东边升起的那一幕

不管是有是无 世人也不应杞人忧天

读书的读书 工作的工作吧

一切等到那一天再说

要知道

光阴不留人哪

＊ 柴九 －人生有多少个十年 最重要的是要痛快！

2012 影片

相信仅此娱乐大众 没有祸害之嫌

2012 预言 相信是给将要自尽的人天大的好消息啊!

不需自己动手 只需等待天时地利人和

即使死了 下到地府报到 阎罗王也不会怪罪于他 不是吗？

哈哈 开玩笑罢了

Minesweeper sweeps my mind!

A plays Dota , B is currently addicted to Left For Dead 2 , but who would be as geeky as me? Your friend, Chin Yung, is now on Minesweeper , the lamest game ever for you, I presume.

Lol since when I am so addicted to this silly game? WaiT! It’s not a silly game buddies! Should you think in this way you are utterly wrong! To complete the mission one really needs the patience and wisdom like me to guess and determine which boxes contain the hidden and unseen mines. Every step might be fatal! Hahah .. No big deal . The certain box would explode in a certain extent only. Therefore if you always win the game , no doubt, you are the best mine digger that everyone wishes to be xD xD.

Allow me to gloat over my success here.

Nah. try to break my record - 19 seconds. The easiest stage.For beginner like you. Haha.. But the next one is much tougher …

Not bad too . 129 seconds to accomplish the impossible mission! Wow feel great looking back at my masterpiece. Anyway, this is nothing to be proud of lar wei… the intermediate stage .

This is the toughest amongst all. The tile grids are 16 x 30 and it’s definitely not easy to win. The advanced level. See the explosion above? You will suffer in agony when you see you are on the verge of success ar… But only one single step ! One single step , leads to DEATH! Haha This could be as exciting and exhilarating as Counter Strike lolx. xD

My addiction toward Minesweeper is related to Jonny Lee lol for introducing this game to me and made me enjoyed it but suffer from the bad results I earned for the End Year Exam lo. You know, i just could not control myself from this during the week prior to the examination . Once I passed by the computer, surely I would tell myself : Hey, just give a damn try. I will get back to books after giving 5 tries. Well, it’s just a lie to myself. I would spend at least half an hour until my subconscious mind woke me up. Haiz… Part of failure is attributed to Jonny lo.

Minesweeper – This game in dire needs full commitment and patience and I believe not everybody could easily win in this game. If it is applied to reality, it’ll be about choices you make in life. As I just mentioned above, every step will lead to danger , only the seriousness of consequences matter. Though this is just a game, even if you lost , so what? Just gently click of the restart button and give a second attempt! But how many restarts are there in your path of life? If I were to have a chance, I would choose to relive my year of 2009, but have I?

So one really needs to think over and over again before you click on a certain box. Otherwise, no one but you alone will bear the responsibility shouldered on you.Crying over spilled milk. Again, make right choices. Make right decisions. Choose your friends, decide on your enemies. Only this you will be heading to the peak of success.

Well have a nice day la… XD XD Why I crapped so much? Hehe

Minesweeper sweeps my Mind! Rocksssssxxs

Chin Yung

Dreadful Oral Examination

4 Sc 1 students returned to school despite the PMR examination for the english oral test . PMR candidates were so tensed like us last year and it could be seen ,obviously , judging from their face expression. Good students would surely bring a book along with them . As for students who did not do so, are theyjust being too confident or... ?

Well most of the 4 Sc 1were as panick as the candidates though we are not the ones who sit for the PMR exam , but the dreadful oral test! You would be able to see all of us had a group discussion or mumbling non-stop in order to remember the script.

Few hours later ...

Oh gosh my group was the first group to present the masterpiece and worse case , I didn't know that papers or even short notes were not allowed to be brought alongside. In the meantime my entire mind went blank and STUCK. Pray to God. Pn Usha was kind enough to give us time to prepare for the script. But then , imagine that you have to memorise the whole script with the limited time given. It's going to kill me.....

Few minutes later...

My group's presentation. I am the first one to lead the talk and unfortunately Chin Yung was not in a good state and made damn lot of mistakes. Trying to make myself look more confident, I put supreme effort but in vain. Once I had an error in speaking, my emotion was beyond my control and my hands started tremble. Hopefully no one see it, I hid my hands behind. If only I was calm, I wouldn't make all the silly mistakes, I swear. It turned to be worse when I had to confront Pn Usha, who fired question at me. Hoh, gone...

Divya and Sin Ting did awesomely and calm. Hands clap for them .

I could feel the degree of hotness of my face. Wonder what caused that. Shy, or scared?

Waiting for the rest of the 12 groups to present their works was so boring that made me dozed off unconsciouly for quite a number of times , though some groups really did a very good job. Time passed and our tasks were completed, after a few hours. But the announcement of the marks we obtained, it led me to depression. Disappointment filled within me , I was so moody.

Lack of preparation and the no-good-english were the main causes of my failure. I viewed this as a failure. Now I realised, I am a weak speaker . I failed to obtain an A .

This will not happen in my next oral test , promise.

Goodbye Sister

This will be another long post from me.

The clock strikes 12 times during this midnight. Tonight is the last night for her to be in Malaysia, the lovely country where she was born in. I see her double checking her three huge luggage bags very carefully to ensure everything that she needs is in her bag. She is smiling, cheerfully. Yet dad and mum are lying on their master bed, trying to fall into one peaceful slumber. I can see , they are toyed by the wave of emotion and eventually they woke up, sitting there, watching my sister who is busying with her belongings.

The sense of nostalgic emerges from my deepest heart...

She is 3 years old elder than me. She is my mum’s favourite child for her obedience and my mum needs not to worry about her. Being the eldest child in the family, she feels that she has the obligation to take care of her brothers and shows them a good example. My mum told me that. She is just a normal student when she was in Standard 2. While teacher distributed the test paper she saw people smiling for getting excellent result. This caused her started pondering , WHY CANT SHE be one of them? She told her aunty (my mum’s siblings) about her hope of being the top 5 students in the class but got teased in return. Never giving up hope, she started to strive hard and lastly she turned out to be the best student in class when she was in Standard 4.

“Jika kau ingat kau boleh, kau tentu boleh lakukan. ” This was part of the song she used to hum in her tender age.

She entered secondary school later and everything ahead of her was so new. This was her first time seeing so many Malays in the school. I wonder if she felt alienated as she was the only Chinese girl in her class. Surrounded by the Malay community, she still made friends from other races and religions. Due to her Chinese speaking background, she couldn’t speak English fluently and she described her presentation time as the time for her class to have fun. Her classmates would surely burst into laughter for her weird pronunciation of English. Poor sis would be left standing in front of the class, smiling sheepishly.

She told me , she pronounced the word DISGUST as ‘disgus’ (should be ‘disgast’) even when she was in Form 4. Yet in such a predicament, with sheer determination, she worked very hard on her broken-english and finally she was able to impress the teachers and friends.

Her wealthy friends needed not to be anxious about their future as they could study abroad once they finish their high school education. Too bad, my parents are not rich and cannot afford to send her there. She admired them , envied them so much until she was so determined to go for the scholarship. So she buried her head into the world of books.

After the hardship and toil, she was rewarded with a superb result in SPM. 10 A1, and 2 A2. Unexpectedly, she wept silently, thinking that her dream to pursue her study in oversea has gone, for good.

Still she appealed the JPA scholarship and went for the interview. After few months, the good news arrived.

“Pa , Ma! I got JPA” she banged the room of my parents’ door using all her might, despite the serenity and peacefulness during midnight. It was 3 am I could still remember. Never in my wildest dream expect such miracle would happen , as STUDY ABROAD is always a mission impossible to me . Miracle, perhaps it was something expected ?

Studying in INTI college located in Nilai, Negeri Sembilan, she bravely took the TOEFL Test - Test of English as a Foreign Language then she took the result to apply for university in USA. Out of the blues again, she was accepted by University of Washington.

Toil and Hardship got paid off eventually.

The story of one 19 years old girl ended here. Comes a new challenge ahead of her...

Last day in Malaysia.

She smiled cheerfully as though she can’t wait to breathe the fresh air in Seattle. We are awakened at 4 o’ clock in the morning , heading to the KLIA airport.
















Even Lucky also comes to 'bark' GOODBYE
































It is a family photo. Including my daddy as photographer.


Arrive at KLIA after the time consuming ride. Meet up Prof. Lim there.
There are 15 JPA scholar altogether , pursuing their dreams to be successful people in the future.
It really impress me to study hard , follow their footsteps.



















With my sister’s so- called godfather, Prof. Lim Hock Beng - the lecturer in college who comes all the way down from PJ.



































A family photo.


















My sister's Adventure Club FRIENDS. A bunch of friends who willing to wake up very early in the morning to send her . Envy that so much. Good friends are to be valued, aren't they?


Time flies rapidly. After all the briefing and malay praying, it's time for them to go.

People start crying, weeping , shedding tears and create a saddening atmosphere though going to study abroad is a thing that should be proud of. People are happy, yet feel so reluctant to go. Sounds contradictory? That's what we call the reality.

''Sudah sampai masa untuk masuk" the worker urges them to go in. Tears flow down my dad's cheek when my sister embraces him. Mum is a worse case.Only 3 strong and tough brothers there watching the touching scenario.

It doesn't occur to my mind. My sister does not cry! Not even a single drop of tear . Strong. Stay tough.

I am sentimental. I know, my tears gonna flow too. Tears welled my eyes. Somehow I manage to hold my tears, stop it from flowing out. Doing very hard to calm myself down, Iturn on the phone, listen to the song -Hot and Cold , humming the song but once I reminisce the past, the wonderful memories, I have to hold my tears again and turn my back to them, shed the tears.


Hug... Hug... Hug...

It's time for us to bid adieu. Gesture each other by waving hand, signifying - bye.

My dad waved continuously, non-stop until she vanishes in sight. When are we gonna meet again?

Bye , my dear sister. May God bless you in Seattle, a new enviroment that no longer customary to you. Stay tough!

P/S : By the way, your lovely room is now occupied by me! Wakaka.... Come and get it back after four years. Keep in touch! ><

Minor case has been exaggerated

I don't understand why adults take thing so serious. Only a small case but she views it as a very serious case and starts taking action on those innocent kids. Have to know that it's not good to play people's fate in her palm. Any decision she make will lead to result, whether it's good or bad.

Adults should also listen to teenagers' point of view. Don't be too bossy and turn a deaf ear to everybody just because of your status is an adult. Bless.


To You:

Yeah what you have to do is waiting for the result since it's not confirmed yet. If you really cannot make it, just take this as a life experience and wait for another chance in morning session but for now I have done what i should do by asking the seniors to help you. Helping you is not because of I know you but it is because I know what post you deserve to get according to your capability.

No matter what the result is, you do your best in the first place. Do not lose your spirit and passion. Support you ya. :)

Weird Bloggers

Just that if you notice, more and more people started their very own blogs as a result of the infleunce of others. Though some of the blogs have been abandoned after few months. Well writing through blog to express your point of views is good anyway.

Blogging. The main reason I indulge in such activity is to let my friends or even ex-schoolmates to know more about me , how my life goes. Yet in the past few days, I witness how blog is transformed and become a dreadful weapon to hurt or even backstab others. First a maniac who claimed himself as God and even curse people by using vulgar words and teach the people he hated of how to kill himself in a better way. Wow! He is such a GOOD boy in the school ! Perhaps he's trying to gain attention , Erik the Phantom.

Next another creative blog using very indirect words to express his dissatisfaction toward few people. Elements in the earth all fully utilised by him, another weirdo. It is okay to express, at least you can release your anger in your own fantasy world without hurting people physically. Just that you cannot always hide behind the world. In reality acting like mouse, in cyber world acting like the Master of the World. Such an odd person. Be a man, dude. Have a talk face to face !

However recently or more precisely I should say, today I found out another blog with the author named VILE talking bad about the school.

He is a connaughtian. How come connaughtian turns to a little evil like this? First librarian , then prefects. What about next? Seemingly he hates the school a lot , or he loves the school too much until the strong will force him to waste his time on a blog for the sake of Changing the school! Another Sakai Warrior ? Remain anonymous, he wrote whatever he wants, even though some of the information are not genuine. To be frank, 60 % of the info are quite true enough. See? We should appreciate such people in giving negative comments, but we'd appreciate if he or she stops using words scolding your mum or Fighting U Chinese Kungfu. If you disagree with the school, you can always see the Highly Honoured Mr John or even Madam Radiah.

If talent is being used in a better way, this will help the school a lot. Angel and demon. Why become a demon while you can be an angel?

http://vile-scouting.blogspot.com/

Vile, you reminded me of phantom. I don't think you wish to die like him in the end, do you?

Crapping. Ignore it.

It's already June. So fast.



And I hate June! Despite the hot weather in June, there were too many things happening during this month.



Whao! As I grow bigger, taller, though I am still that show, I start to realise, what's life mean to be. I was so pissed off today and I don't even know what's happened before someone pointed at me in the meeting room and said I was not doing my job well and then continued with his pathetic 'speech'. I never expected this will happen when I was young. Perhaps, not mature enough, not exposed to the adults' world or I should say- reality. You cheated me and vice verse. *sigh * There are various type of people in this world and apparently we can hardly believe either one. Some of them are like, a wolf covered with wool, deceiving appearance, to portray a good image and then others like them. We will never know, who's the sincere one and maybe, the answer is : none of them.



Life seems to be so good,

and yet is bewildering



Ok.I have to talk about another topic before you click on the red cross button and say bye to my blog. Well, today I spent most of the time in the multimedia room, where we discuss and do research on the debate . We had a very 'good' time, racking our brain and think... think.... think.... of ideas and kept on looking for facts that support our stands until we all got so tired, mentally exhausted. It was a tragic when we found out that the speech was full of fundamental flaws and what's next? We had to redo everything! It's fun!



I had promised the sushi seller that i will bring the boxes in which Sushi were kept back home by 4 o' clock and yet, we were asked to remain in the room until 6! So how? Guess What? I asked permission and then I brought the 3 huge polystyrene boxes up to the bus and it was raining somemore. Haiz.... Pity.. Then once I reached home, I quickly walked to the nearby bus station and called a cab to bring me back to school. And this process took me one hour. Home sweet home. But I just can't rest for a minute.



Things will turn to be better, I believe.

By the way, I got 70% for my English Test Paper. Tell me whether I should feel happy. ^^

A thing to laugh at

Ben-Jie asked us to put this photo into our blogs. Do you see anything?

"Jangan Usik Miss Ma!"

She's still virgin.

Bad News

Arh... Eventually the exam has ended. This flow of exams really tortured me a lot . Pimples of different sizes popped out from nowhere. ==

Yeah! I can now sleep on my cozy bed again! You know, I used to sleep in the living room during the exam weeks. You know what? I burnt the midnight oil until 3 am everyday to do preparation for every paper. Worse still, I didn't even sleep one day before the Bio and Account Test! And it resulted in the forming of my black eye sacs underneath my brownish eyes. = Panda Eyes!

Ok.. This can be considered as a good news since the exam had marked a fullstop. Now come the bad news.
Below is my conversation with Puan Tan, my account teacher, 2 days after the exam.

Chin Yung! How? HOw?
Yeah teacher. I am too sad upon hearing the freaking news.
But you are my potential A student! You got 88% in your examination! You did very well!
But I mustn't drop my Chinese. If only I could drop Bio, I will do so. I prefer account to Bio.

Perhaps, you are still blur and do not know what had happened. The Education Ministry had decided to limit the subject taken by students to only TEN starting from next year 2010! TEN!

How could it be? At least 12 right? Who are they to limit ? Why we couldn't even have the right to choose what subjects we want to take? It's too much!

I was paralysed by the shock of reading the news regarding this matter. Recently, there are a lot of news posting that some excellent students are still appealing scholarship so they can further their study to other countries. But all of them are either Chinese and Idians who got 10A1, 11A1,12A1 or even up to 16As! You would never find even one Malay is trying to appeal to overseas.

Why ? Because Malay do not need to.
Why ? Even a dumb knows the reason.

The ministry then decided to limit the subjects to 10 so that this matter can be solved easily. So that next year when Malays and Chinese and Indians get the same remarkable result, 10A1, the concerned department can easily reward the Malay by granting them scholarship! Then you Chinese and Idians will just zip your mouth up without further arguments! You all can't say anything since my Malay get the same good result as you!

Damn it! Well, it's just my hypothesis, my prediction. Let's see whether it's true after few years.

XXXXXX

Sadly I brought all my books out from my cupboard. A mountain of revision books . I don't think i could complete all the exercises. I took out all the Account and Basic Economic notes and books, then put them into 2 different plastic bags and prepare to say bye to them. I felt really unhappy. Why don't the goverment announce the news earlier?

I had wasted a sum of money to buy all the Acc and EA books, begged my sister to get the notes for me, walked to Leisure Mall from school every Thursday to take bus to Martin Tuition Centre, remained in school after schoolbreak for Acc lesson and now, I had to throw all my books and notes to the rubbish dump. Why couldn't the Ministry limit the number of subjects in SPM starting from 2011?

*Sigh* Suffering a heartbreak right now. Feel reluctant to throw you but I have to, dear Acc n EA notes and books. :(

心是沉重 悒郁 而沉默

在成绩未揭晓前 ，残酷的事实已传入耳里。。。

台上，表演者跳舞
台下，我闭目养神
反省到底哪儿出错 使我落选三甲

是那则短讯 让我感到少许澎湃
“记得， 你是我心目中的冠军”
我鼻子酸了 感动的热泪在眼球打转。。。

我戴上面具 上台领奖
面带微笑 心里却楸着 不好受
那座优秀奖 真的 很丑
望着冠军哭成泪人的模样
回想起当年的情景

冠军 好怀念那个味道

没有第一，至少来个第二吧！
却捧个毫不显眼的优秀奖？
我真的愤愤不平 但又能如何？

心是沉重 悒郁 而沉默。。。

很多各校老师跑来慰问 声称成绩使他们大跌眼镜
仿佛为我射入了安抚剂
至少我获得它们的肯定

唉 算了吧 算了吧
庆幸有那么好的叶老师 又搂又抱的安慰我
空虚时 短讯使我的嘴角自然微微扬起
谢谢您 老师

“留得青山在，不怕没柴烧”
明年我们再来
不胜无归！


“残酷的事实令我窒息 但为无法改变的事实流泪是愚昧 它 是我心中的诗”

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恭喜初中的冠军。来个康中三联冠。是我们的骄傲.
也恭喜所有创作得奖者。

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一听到书法成绩揭晓 我立刻到礼堂去看
一幅幅作品贴在墙上
人潮中 我不断寻找她的作品 她的名字

最后一幅了 却不是她的名字。。。 叹

她也落选了 我的心也很沉重
与看见她那一副不在意的神情
使我更为她感到惋惜
不知如何慰问她

加油 加油 加油
加油吧 朋友
你的潜能 大家有目共睹的！ 别颓丧！

Seats Changing

Tuesday

I was anticipating Pn.Usha class to see what will she comment on us regarding our achievement in the carnival.

In return, she never say anything about that but only said

"Well, now I want to change your seats. You three of you go behind, now!" She ordered the 3 prefects.
With a dismay look, they say bye to their seats and move.

Oh My God! I do not want to change my feng-shui seat.

Wei Shan calmed me down :

Aiya, she won;t change our seats one. We both 1 boy 1 girl mah... This is what she want.

Then immediately Usha pointed at her.

Wei Shan , you have to sacrifice. Switch place with Chun Keong.

How can it be??? Nooooooo....

Me : No teacher. You shouldn't separate us. She is good in Math and Science subjects and I am good in Languages. We can help each other.

Usha : Well, better still. So you can teach Chun Keong and she can guide Guang Wei.

And My classmates say ,

Chin Yung, Silence is golden. You will only stir the situation.

I experienced the pain and disappointment and I did not know why. I could sense the blood pressure was beyond the normal scale. WTF! Just because of those lazy bugs and we need to sacrifice? It doesn't make any sense! I gripped my fist and I know I was in a bad temper. I would like to say millions of words but they stucked in my throat. Yeah, correct! I could do nothing.

Eh, weird case! Why was I so EmO? Is Wei Shan so important and become part of my life? Who knows? Perhaps I am not really used to it because she is extremely good in Math. I depend too much on her in the past and now I need to be independent.

Ok, let me think again. For now , sit like this. I will rearrange your seats.

Now, Chun Keong beside me instead of Wei Shan.

Kick ur ass!

At night, through the phone
Wei Shan : Eh, I sit next to u again la except Usha's period. U know, u r my dictionary
Chi Yung : Ok. Then Should I call u as my encyclopedia?



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Wednesday

During Math period, Wei Shan sat beside me again. The mixture of feelings stirred in me. I would treasure her now.

Hey just pure friends. Do not think of other things.

When came to English period, everyone was quiet as usual. Pn Usha came in and changed their seats. Now Yew Choong and Zhi Zhuin sit behind me.

I missed Sin Ting! Zhi Zhuin cried.

Haha...

Too bad. Later Pn Usha even announced that we could not change our seats without her knowledge. Oh, damn it. We lost our freedom! Her initiative was good, but did she ever care of our feelings?

Bye, Wei Shan. You can still borrow Sejarah notes from me.

(------ ^^)

26 February 2009.

I was so shocked when i saw the figure --- 359 shown in my blog. I know it's nothing to be proud of, since there are so many bad comments there. Anyway, Fine, since I had already made a decision--- clarify everything...

Since I had cancelled that post, hope it would also mark an end of the commotion.
But I would like to emphasize here,the reason I cancelled the post is not because of those insane comments left in my Cbox. There are also plenty of them, agree with my action, praise my skills in writing a sarcastic poem (until I am going to fly... XD). I realised my mistake only after I take some time to calm myself down and think in a more proper, positive way.

Though some of comments are sorta mad, and I seriously doubt your existence(maybe the comments are created by one person...) , I insist to reply your comments.

To:

Max & Guest... , I like your comment a lot. You are a rational ,understanding person . Thanks.

Jack-QQ.... , You are really weird in calling yourself QQ. Anyway, if you wanna leave comment, do it as proper as Max. As i had already told, I will only express my true feeling in this blog. So if u disagree with my word, leave.

Y2J... Thx for your words -- both sides oso wrg. But please , do not use the word sucks. Its no good to be viewed. Mind your words. Only do it in ur own blog.

beh tahan coward people... I don't find myself a loser. I am here Just to express my emotional feeling . If you are game enough, show your real name in the Cbox. And the contents in my post are truth, there is no need for me to prove any theory. Again, if you disagree with my words, leave.




OK! I admitted, I lose control of my emotion that day. But You guys must know, you may face the same thing in the future if your help is not appreciated, but being mocked, criticised in another way round. I was really pissed off . I didn't hate one so deeply before!

It's good to realise your mistake earlier.

Lastly, I realised MY MISTAKE after I discussed with my friends regarding this case. What is the use to degrade him in my blog? It will only degrade me as well. No good for both sides. Since he had already apologised, why should I still give him a hard time in school? School should be our second home, a place for us to be happy while gaining knowledge. Everyone should be sincere to his friends and helps peers.

Because of emo, I was out of control. I had even forgotten my role as PRS in school. This awakened me from being so bad.

Guys, don't worry.

I had called him out for a talk during PJK. From his words, I can see, he was so regret for what he had done to me and asked for an apology. Since he's so brave to utter the word sorry, that's not good if I rejected it, right? With another friend beside me , I commented on him. When the talk almost came to an end, I explained my anger and apologised too.

Both of us were relieved after expressing our feeling, with words.

I guess, the war between us should has been ended, if only his apology is not a fake one.

To all my friends, especially 4S1 students, he may had done something wrong . But it is already a past. You know, 生气=拿别人的错误惩罚自己。Angry of somebody will only suffer yourself.

Remember, the word---缘 makes us knows each other, studies in the same environment, Hahax. I know it sounds funny , as if it is told by some old floks, but it is true somehow. Treasure your friends around you. Be honest to one another. Talk face to face when you are disagree with somebody actions or words. Take this commotion as a lesson. Make 4S1 to be a better class! Unity!!!

Let the school to be the place where all our wonderful memories are kept !!!

(---------- ^^)

~Stress~

I can't believe it!

I had actually sat in front of my study desk,studied for more than 3 hours! non-stop!
You know, time always passes so fast .Therefore, i could barely memorise the formulas found in Physics Chapter 1 and some other informations...

Fear started to conquer me. Frankly, I was more relax while I studied for my PMR(the peanut). But for this year, Form 4 , no doubt, it is not a honeymoon year. See it? I am now so stress until my connect-the-dots pimples all pop out to protest! This is the 1st time i know what stress means..

I am not trying to exaggerate but as I had mentioned, there are just truths here. No more tembakan anymore.. mainly subjective. I wonder, how can i manage my time.

Perhaps I have to celebrate my Chinese New Year with books , books and books! T.T ==

2009

The loud yet dazzling firecrackers rise into the cloudy skies and burst into colorful pieces and shapes. People are shouting and screaming frantically with the top of their voice as they witness such a fantastic and wonderful scene. Hey, what about me? I just end up sitting in the living room, stare at the TV. I was actually forced by my both parents to witness the arrival of 2009!

Well, what those firecrackers meant to be? As a sad fact, they seem like gonna mark an end on my wonderful holiday ! :( Growing one more year older, I just happened to feel more pressure exerted on my shoulders. I could picture how life will be when i am in Form 4 next year. Ar! Shouldn't I just relax and enjoy the rest of my holiday? = =

OK new year always comes out with new resolution right? Let me recall what've I achieve and done within this year.. Let's see...

Jan -- Nothing Special except school reopened.
Feb -- Port Dickson - check!
Mac -- Prefects' Camp - check!
Apr -- Sunway Lagoon (Prefects Trip)-check!
Poem Recitation Got the 1st! Proceeded to Kedah for rematch.
Mei-- Exam!
Jun-- Exam!
Jul -- Exam!
Apr-- Got to Kedah for poem recitation competition! Got 2nd! arh! nearly got 1st..
Sep-- More reference books!
Class 3A got the first in patriotism month! Such a glorious victory!
Oct-- I had thrown all reference book! Bye PmR!
Karaoke with friends -check
Nov-- Have a trip to Sunway again ! this one is more fun XD
To condo to enjoy the facilities there with friends X2 -check!
Dec-- To condo to enjoy the facilities with friends there X2 -check!(altogether 4 hahax)
Got 8As for PMR!
To Time Square for bowling -check!

Well, something haven't be achieved.
a) Got 1st position in class --- Failed
b) Lose weight --- Failed
c) Have BBQ --- Failed
d) Organise overnight trip to somewhere during holiday with friends --- Failed

Heres Come my new year resolution of 2009:
I ) May all my family members and friends stay healthy and happy
II) No more pimples on my round face
III) Got 1st position in class
IV) Have just mere true friends. No one take advantage on friendship
V) Travel to somewhere with family and friend where i didnt been before.
VI) Get a whole lot of money. Money=everything
VII) Global recession could be ended this year. Though it seems hard to be.
VIII) (I think this slot should be remained as secret. To be kept in my deep soul ... XD)

OK! I should end up here. Hope surprises and happiness await me in the journey of 2009!

PMR- Peanut???

Yah TA(Japanese)!!! I did it! (English)

8As now belong to me. It is now part of my life odyssey. Yeah!
I actually wanted to scream with the top of my voice.But i was just too happy till i forgot about it. =D just forgot bout it...

My sister, Joanne said, PMR? Peaanut larh.. Yeah but this is really not always right. Some of my friends who always did well in the past few examinations got B for Malay!Totally unexpected.. Kesian. Others who actually not doing well , surprisingly got straight As!!! Oh my God ? What was happening?! Only this could explain -- Effort = 99% Luck ==1%

Well This year SMK Taman Connaught only appear to have 22 students got Straight As. What a pathetic result! Pupils got Str8 As this year actually only half of last year, 44.. hahz.. i guess the School Admin must be very dissapointed of it.. So did I.

Since it is already a past, couldn't be altered, so we just still continue our plan--hang out after it. Kah Leong (KL),Hong Seng (HS)and me. Oh yeah.. They actually got a B. Sad news.:( It didnt appear to b a good bday present for HS lolx. After v changed our attire at KL home, we took bus to Time Square and meet Te Sheng(TS) there . TS from TS to TS (Te Sheng from Taman Supreme to Time Square) hahax.. this was created by kL in Msn yesterday...

After having lunch at 10th floor in TS(it is time square, (not tmn supreme nor te sheng),the buddies accompanied me to the Canon Shop to enquire something about my weird camera. While waiting for the lift to get down to the information counter(v dunno which floor the Canon Shop locate) , our attention got attracted by the screaming and crying from the Cosmo World... hahax XD Till we miss the lift beside us.. hahz == ..

So v gave up n rather got down through the elevator. Wow! such a looooooooooooong journey... Finally! V got to the info counter. N v need to got up to 9th floor, using the same elevator again!! (From 10th-->1st-->9th!)

But .. still no sign of the shop at 9th floor.


HS : Hey sure anot wan the info girl? dunno got bluff us anot..
Me : I think she is right larh.. coz my sis told me the same thing too..
3 of them : Deng!!! y not u tell us earlier!! #$%&*$ wtf
Me : Aiya! Juz take it as exercise larh! Neh! Canon there !

Hahax.. IC.. it's actually the batteries problems.. not the camera. Next we go for bowling. Rm8 for 2 games. Quite reasonable hor?

Since HS n KL didnt get the expected A, let them put all the anger and frustration onto the ball and have a nice strike on the bottles!

I was quite pathetic at 1st. They ended up got 80 over scores in the 1st game yet i got only 36! I had told u right? I always that cacat in any sports..! So i gave up too! Hehe for the last round i place slowly on the lane and roll, roll , roll the ball , slowly to it.. KL even got to record that scene .. the slowest bowling in the world! xD by me!

(there are a lot of photos. I uploaded it next time ) ..

2nd game, Kl got the last whereas TS got the 1st! Good in Study and Game! Smart gUY!
Perhaps my bad luck all transferred to KL ady.. =P

Fine . After the games , we were like solou heading to nowhere lolx.. Bored.. Couldnt go for a movie due to the lack of time..
No Neway karaoke coz KL refused to follow. He always had a bad voice, like toad! 8-D
It's also no way for us to go shopping like girls used to do right?!

So v ended up yam cha at... KOPITIAM.. Like I promised, I treated them for the beverages they ordered. And we sat there till 5.30pm, talked about ppl's long and short and blurted some jokes... N the bill costed me RM10! its ok la.. RM 10 to an A..

This is also one of my dull day .. not really dull lar but not as fun as what I had expected earlier. AT least I got MCDonald for celebration at midnight with RM600 + a new pair of sport shoes from my parents, RM50 from my grandma and RM50 from my 6th aunt as reward! SOoooo happy, glad , gay, merry, joyous n.. n.. what else ar?? Well Anyway, this had already proven that flying colours could actually make money $$.. More rewards await me next year as I mentioned earlier.. hahax!!!

So everyone, Buck UP!

28 Dec 2008 - a memorable day

Guess What!? This will be my new blog where i can vent anger and frustration here! :) hahax..

The time shown at the right bottom corner of the screen is 7:13 am now. Oh yeah! Don't think i'm an early bird. Things just turned out in the other way round. I know perhaps you are thinking: hah? why CY get up so early from bed?not as usual wor... If you think in this way, you are completely wrong!!! To be frank, yet, i had been staying awake from last night.. Even witness the sun rises up to the sky! SO.. this is my very first time to stay awake without sleeping and of course (dont get shocked).. without suffering from heavy eye bags! yohooooooooooo!!(it's so weird! i dont even need a single cup of nescafe.. )

Therefore, 28 December 2008 will be marked as a memorable day in my book for two strong reasons:
1 .. The first time i didnt sleep throughout the entireeee night.
2 .. The day where my blog: Odyssey of LIFE born!

U maybe still confusing.. What the hell i had done throughout the whoole long windy night? Well, i am not searching for 18sx adult contents ok? I am always a good boy anyway. Hahax XD .. I was actually doing the slideshow thing entitled 'Joe in 2008', which includes 80 over photos in it.. I took so many hours in doing this u know.. and i hope all my effort = worthwhile^^

Ok! Here comes an unrelated topic:-
My PMR result will be released on 30 DEC. 2 more days to go. Countdown!
Wait! How Come i just don't happen to feel a spasm of panic ar..? I am toooooooo confident, ain't I?? I could even picture how happy am I while i get the slip written :

BM-A
BI-A
BC-A
MT-A
SC-A
SJ-A
GE-A
KH-A

lolxxx..XD but what if i get no straight A's!? I don't know. i dare not even imagine it.. I guess i will burst into tears like a baby.. crying for the money! ALl gone! If i got str8 As, i would get $$ from bank, lee association, kwong sai association , parents and relative perhaps u know!?

What I can do is just to pray. Would it be too late? Haiz.. dont care lar.. i will do anything to get the money$$$..

Anyway, hope i will bring you all good news after 2 days yeah!^^