Minor case has been exaggerated

I don't understand why adults take thing so serious. Only a small case but she views it as a very serious case and starts taking action on those innocent kids. Have to know that it's not good to play people's fate in her palm. Any decision she make will lead to result, whether it's good or bad.

Adults should also listen to teenagers' point of view. Don't be too bossy and turn a deaf ear to everybody just because of your status is an adult. Bless.


To You:

Yeah what you have to do is waiting for the result since it's not confirmed yet. If you really cannot make it, just take this as a life experience and wait for another chance in morning session but for now I have done what i should do by asking the seniors to help you. Helping you is not because of I know you but it is because I know what post you deserve to get according to your capability.

No matter what the result is, you do your best in the first place. Do not lose your spirit and passion. Support you ya. :)

给失落的你

太多的惊喜
与不可思议
无比的诧异

我虽没哭泣
内心在叹息

四个字 描述此心境

不胜唏嘘...

致：
与高等职位无缘的死党 （尤其是与我同样姓氏的那一位）


他们给了太多的惊喜
使你们脸上难以挂上一丝笑意
心里肯定不愤气
以往的努力 不受肯定 是多么的难受

别误会
我不是在假惺惺
我是真的想把内心最真实的话 吐出

你的付出 大家有目共睹
成绩残酷
有谁不为你感到惋惜

一些根本在团里不活跃的伙伴 能如鱼得水
不劳而获 得到高职
又有谁不愤气
而我呢 明年将与一些发梦都没想到的人合作
你又是否明白我的处境 我的感受？
我们曾说过
明年将会是最辉煌的一年
你们还记得吗？

朋友
当我看到 你们因职位高低之分
而与我保持距离 不愿与我多谈
我又怎么想

若因为这些职位影响彼此间的友谊
我告诉你 职位
我不要也罢
与其辛辛苦苦地挨下去
不然干脆算了

我只想
能得到你们的支持
刚才回家途中 我试图预测
明年会发生的事
当然包括你们不把这个团放在心
甚至变成一群反派
当时我好空虚
这个团不是由六或八位组成的
而是由几十人组成的
你们收到我的信息吗？

我真的不知该说些什么
我只是盼望 你们能与我合作
一起创下辉煌的时代
比他们更辉煌灿烂
但你们现在那副病恹恹的模样
我那又抱任何期望的信心？

我要大声说
我 还是我！
并不会因职位的高低而“变质”
你们也一样
不要因职位而改变

最后
请牢记
这里数百双眼睛
你的实力 大家都看得一清二楚
既然已是事实 我们也做不了什么
每个人看事物的角度都不一样
或许他们比较极端
但又如何？

你们才是真正的才子
若你真的因职位而变质
我提醒你
你不但会让他们在后头
默认当初的选择是正确
连一贯支持你的学弟
也会瞧你不起！

来吧
来打造个新世代
藉此证明自己
就算遇到波折也不倒 ！

送给你们 一段我酷爱的诗
正反映出你们的心镜

少年 在鲁钝的刀锋宰割下
苍白而死 血的颜色被质疑
当你以为你拥有了世界
迷糊将你双眼蒙闭
你无法争辩
他们的偏执 放逐了你的权力
也没关系
你在你不曾攀越的世界中
拥抱自己

景荣谨启

Busy Life

"Chin Yung, please atend this meeting.. ", "Chin Yung, there will be a meeting at 7..", "Chin Yung... Chin Yung....".. What will you feel when you are needed by others? Should I feel happy instead of getting annoyed? Plenty of SMS filled my mailbox full till I need to delete some of the messages.

I thought, life would be must easier, happier after the torturing exam. Thanks to this exam, I lost weight. And Thanks to it too... I got more pimples on my once smooth cheeks.

I didn't really enjoy the school holidays. I barely can sleep at night because I was busy organising my Afternoon Session Prefectorial Board camp. Things always be done last minute. Fortunately, I got a lot of good feedbacks from the lovely juniors.XD Or else, all my great works would be wasted.

After the Camp, i thought, Waa... what a wonderul life.. But it is just a temporarily thought until I was told that I had been selected to be the 2nd speaker of the school debate team after Andrea moved to Scotland! Oh Gosh. . If you really know me well, You know how poor my English is and I can hardly utter a sentence. You want me to join debate just because I am good in face expresion?/? Thanks Pn Usha for trusting me . I am trying my best too.. to work out my English so that I would not be the one to be blamed if our debate team lost in the next week competition. I saw a teacher asking the teacher-in-charge. '' Hey, he is the 2nd speaker? Quite decided arH?" then the teacher replied "Yaa.. No choice.. " == Well, I don't blame them, neither would I angry with them. But I can sense the burden on my shoulder. I can see somebody doubting whether this time SMKTC can do it...

Ed Board. Recruition of new members. I was assigned to take charge of it. Besides, also help Wen hui in her Photo Order.. Busy life.

Web Team. Daniel just sms-ed me, asking me to interview the trainee teachers. Ohh... Okay.

Exxon Mobil. I could hardly recall back the date of our last meeting. Regardless, What I know is, it's about two months ago since our last meeting. My company secretary told me that. And there are a mountain of jobs waiting for us to complete. No choice, I had to do it.

PRS . Minggu Kerjaya. And I was also being informed that we PRS are planning for a trip.

Prefectorial Board. ohh... after the camp, of course we have to reflect what wrong we had done... and also hand in a lengthy report to the teacher. Moreover, New AJKt will be soon announced. Here comes my pressure. Well, I had already prepared well . If I were to get the post I didn't aim for, i would just say Ok and accept it.

Hey Guys! I am here to blame no one. I willing to do all these jobs. Please do not spread the news saying that I am complaining here and there in my blog. I am just trying to express my own feeling in my "cyber world"!

Therefore, sorry to Viyen for not being the emcee for your Chinese Singing Com. I am just toooo busy and I cant take it anymore.

Well , now still waiting for the exam results. So far so good. Got 5 A1 in my hand out of 11. Waiting for the other 6 subjects. Hopefully it wouldn't dissappoint me. I had tortured myself till I got Panda Eyes (but not as serious as Zirou^^). Occasionally, I could sense the irregular heartbeats and I somehow felt pain in my chest. Perhaps... I am going to die... Choi! touch wood ouch wood


I am also an ordinary 16 years old guy. Why am I being so stressful???

那个讲座 我的联想

棒
找到一套读书方式
果然没白费时间
来听讲座

就从早上6点
啃书到半夜11点吧各位 ！

那个讲座
由师兄俊康，秋炜和声鑫主讲
钦佩不已

原来
好成绩的背后
是多么的
尖酸 坎坷
地狱似的训练

当他在给讲座
我真的想回家
给自己开始这个
地狱似的训练



我承认我不是个天才
我家人
也曾一致认同


但我很厉害背书
我家人也一致认同
若你问我

我爸妈结婚周年纪念是何时
我们什么时候搬新家
我们什么时候
做了什么时候
还有阿毛阿猫阿茂的破蛋日


我想难不倒我吧



看来 我还是 适合背

别无选择







令我印象最深刻
还是那位口沫横飞
出口成章和脏 的那位



操一口流利的华文
接踵而来的笑话

从学业，事业，到爱情
令人听得津津有味



最重要的是
启发了我。。。



身为一位领导者
要会分配工作
注重人力资源
把下属当伙伴
他们是最大的资产


与他们一起做
不是让他们为你做


身为跟从者
这回
我更坚信 我之前所作所为是对的

做人 就应有自己的原则
你们 难听些
就像跟屁虫般
他说一 你们做一
他说二 你们做二
或许
这样就博得他的欢心

不跟随波逐流着
命运是不是孤独？

难道 你们的原则 是跟从

中二时
曾经上过一堂课
我问该老师 我该这样处理*东西*吗？
他说不该
我告诉他 是上方的意思
他一口咬定说
我只适合当跟随着
无法当领导者


反之 我们
爱反抗的一群
往往爱发表意见
搞得你们也有些不耐烦

但
又曾想过
祸根在哪？

非常地不满
却不能做什么
明枪暗箭 都向你们射过去
你们仍
目中无人
丝毫想改进的念头都没有

在他看得见的范围内
你们 就拼命地干

他看不到时
你们就松懈下来

我常常告诉我自己的下属
领导者 做任何事 都一直被关注
以这样的话
勉励他们
用心努力聪明地干
别让下属捉到你的把柄

我记得这是你们其中一位告诉我的

可笑的是
我自己的上属
就毫无避忌地犯错
我们盯着他
他却好像连天塌下来都不知道
不知道我们看到他犯错
犹如教螃蟹不要打横走

真的 好羡慕本校华文学会
大家和睦相处 乐融融
但 我这学会 就连上属与我擦肩而过
我也不说声 ‘HI 你好’
反而刚认识 甚至只有一面之缘
的朋友
我对他撒野

不只是我 还有很多同学会的中四伙伴这样说
不想与你们多说话
只默默把本分做好

你们 是真的没察觉到
还是察觉了也无动于衷
平平淡淡地
在几个月后
把棒子交给下一代
然后
遗臭万年？

别在摆架子了
这不会使人尊敬你
反而使人看不起你
你只是一个空壳罢了
为何就不能
多关心
多关照
身边大小事物？

每每做一些古灵精怪的小动作
却又有一箩筐的好理由
好听 是理由
难听些 是为了谋取自己要的东东
而给的烂借口吧！

真的蛮想念
前年的上司
亲切 和蔼 却公私分明
你们呢
相信大家有目共睹
有着共鸣吧

不是说你们不好
当然你们也很独特
但丑事传千里 你们听过吧
丑事往往传得比好事快

大哥大姐们
还有好多事 待您们来处理
请睁大眼睛 注意 了解
琐碎事务 就搁一旁吧
别耽误了 行动吧 为了创造更美好的将来

或许
我太直率
或许
你们认为
我没欣赏你们的好
你们当中有人看了
会在心目中大打折扣

但
也因为这讲座
让我有一股冲动
想把内心的不愤
统统讲出

你们要对我做什么
我无以言对

但我只想抱着
如交通局长兼马华总会长
敢怒敢言 用话直说的心态
拥有自己的原则
不会因为你们不喜欢
我就封口不说

希望你们浏览这篇后
沉思 再讨论
从中学会
当个真正的领导者
别当廖化
成大家笑柄

真正的领导者
就该要学会接受
各方的意见
在包容别人的缺点
改进自己

祝福

续：前篇

在右侧Friend in need friends indeed 的格里 ， 有叶老师---叶子与学生的天空部落格网址， 也写了关于这一次比赛的细节。。 《写给不入三甲的你》有空去观赏吧！！！ 在此宣传一下。。。


今天
会让我毕生难忘

我学会了 不是没样东西
像想象中那么顺利

学会放下了

众目睽睽
一朗完诗歌后 他们投给我的眼光
使我暗爽

“哈哈， 没有冠军，至少来个亚军吧！”

比完后片刻 就被叶老师拉到旁边去
“你没进三甲。。。 冠军是XXX XXX拿第三名。。。”
我听不下去 勉强挤出微笑

在礼堂
老师在台上
而我在台下
电话 是唯一可以使我得到安慰的工具

那则短讯--- 使我按捺不住内心的不忿
我的泪 在眼里打转儿

谢谢您 给予我肯定


人世难料 运气 谁说不重要
他们的主观--- 使我失败了

最辛苦的事--- 我想逞强 不想让别人为我感到悲愤
但我不是个好演员
我猜想 他们看透了我内心在淌血

胜败乃士兵家常 。。。
失败是成功之母。。。

这些话，听得多了
但当满怀希望 一下子 滑落深深的谷底
那心境 真的难以形容
前二年都夺冠 今年却爆冷
让时间治治我的伤口

谢谢诗歌比赛 给我那么大的启示
--信心越大 失望越大
抱着平常心 反而会突如预料地好

更要谢谢叶老师
在最失落的时候 用简讯来慰问我
让我感到好温暖

从来没有人 用着特别的方式
关心我 慰问我

老师的付出 让我铭记于心

****
今夜 对着那座优秀奖
在回想所付出的努力
这一次 真的流泪了

努力 = 报酬？
你错了。
还需要运气。

Over my dead body? You're a dead MAN!

Instantly, I got my face blushed while i finished reading his blog.


Is the blush caused by embarassment ? Anger?


The unbearable heat... it's gonna burn my face!!! I had already turned darker after the marching practice in school under the hot, blazing sun! . But his blog made me more high!!! (u know, there are different colors between my neck and my face!!! )


I couldn't stop myself from blogging! Feeling very very *dut* , I must express my feeling!


Fellow friends, perhaps , you can help me to answer my question. You know about me, don't you?


Beforehand, let me tell you what's going on ......



* WAAAARNING*


If you are the supporter of the 'his' , quickly, do not hesitate, press the red cross button located at the top right corner of this page!!!



* I am trying not to use even a single foul word in my blog. Anyhow If i cant help typing it out, I am so sorry. It may because of the uncontrollable anger in me.



*See? I had actually answered my question.



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Ok. Let's name him F. (f=f**k, suits him!!!)



Below is my conversation between a girl and me:



Girl : He has a very serious attitude problem. You all should do something to him.

ME : No. Don't scold him. He is just new and don't know what is his fault. Talk to him nicely. Pls.

Girl : ....... ==



Well, I am really a kind-hearted one.

Me: Chances should be given to everyone when he or she, do not even know his or her problem, then as a friend, we couldn't just isolate him/her like this, right?



AND NOW, IT'S ALL BULL-SHIT!



I just don't know why, why am I being so kind.



After Sin Ting and I giving our sincere comment to F in his blog, I expect him to say,' OK! Perhaps this is the only way to solve my problem. I will see you face to face! ' But instead, blood nearly gushes out from my nostrils and mouth when I read F's latest blog. Not even have a sense of remorse of what he had done within this 2 months, F criticised our words in return. Can't he realise his own mistakes?This is my first experience of having such a moron as friend... hahaha...funny you may wonder, but it is true.

As I had mentioned , no lies, but truths here.


Behold of the lengthy crap
--- F is new in our school. And unfortunately, he came into 4S1. Initially, I welcomed him. He seemed to be a very nice guy! Seemingly, he is very good in leading when he said , " No matter u choose me as a monitor, I will try my best." Immediately, it had its effect. We voted for him.

Things seemed to be different when the girls and guys ,complaining to me every now and then, trying to tell me about his poor attitude. Should I believe in their words? Not exactly. I have my own principle, which is, I have my own stand, wouldn't easily affected by others' word. My pair of eyes are the only one i could trust!


--- She , currently in 4E1 , used to be F's ex-classmate. I first met her when Sze Min introduced her to me. She appeared to be very nice girl to befriend with either. Somehow, she told me about F's poor attitude in his previous school until the entire school anti him. Well, she even said thanks god for not placing them in the same class! At that moment, I was wondering... Is F that evil until his face is so yucky to behold???

Sorry to say, I wouldn't believe in you. Maybe he is here to look for a new enviroment or perhaps, a new life. I replied apathetically, though some of my friends began to agree with her.

--- As stupid as a donkey, Weng Liek and me brought F to see Eric, Head Prefect of Prefectorial Board. Bloody hell! I hereby apologise to all members of Prefectorial Board for having him become a prefect! Sorry for the troubles that I had created !

You might be wondering... What happened to Chin Yung? Why he suddenly criticise him like this 1?

Well, it never occur to me to post this blog. But Up to this moment, I think, should I still remain silent and pretended as if I know nothing!? He is a disaster!

Pretty good in deceiving appearance, teachers , who are not that close to F compared to his classmates, fell into his trap. Thinking that he is a good boy, the teachers backed him up!

He is sorta irresponsible monitor. Thx to him, our Physics teacher got pissed off with prefects. Liek gor even got madly scolded by her. Everyone in 4S1 witnessed it. Of course Liek felt unhappy and approached F. Not even a sorry, he scolded Liek in return. Only if he is Liek, if I were Liek, his nose will bleed at that moment.

Liek is our friend since form 2. Of course we backed him up! Come on la wei, everyone knows how to judge who is right and who is wrong in that case. So very soon, they began to isolate him.

The girl prefects felt pissed off too because of his irresponsble attitude. Few weeks ago , we were waiting in front of Physics Lab , not being informed of the teacher's absence. As a monitor, you should go to check it out, shouldn't you? The prefects helped him. Being asked whether he know the teacher had gone for course after they checked it out, he said ," of course I know la... u think i what oso dunno meh? "

Then? Is this signifies that we still have to wait? Juz ask us get back to class la, dude!

Lastly, he apologized to the girls. I know , it is a fake one. Without sincerity.

Haha... very funny. He expressed his emotional feeling towards students in 4S1 and prefects in blog (It had been deleted, nevermind, I could barely remember).

Firstly, F implied Liek Gor as a prefect who loved to use foul and vulgar words. Yeah, I agree with him. Liek shouldn't use so many impolite words, especially in front of those people who easily got sensitive. But Please la, Do not ever forget , when you are pointing a finger to somebody, the rest of the fingers point back to you! Didn't you speak a vulgar word before? Can you swear?Prefects shouldn't speak in such impolite manner, but students can?

Secondly, he said prefects do not greet teacher. Very well, but we didn't make our juniors to greet us! They did willingly, by themselves. Respect is to be earned, not to be demanded. It is our fault for not greeting them indeed.But since there are so many dissastifaction in him, why not he voice it out? He is a prefect! I thought he is not dumb... He wrote that in his blog, instead. So funny! He only found this problem when Pn. Usha ticked it out. What a copy-cat!

The funniest thing, he said the students just highlight the importance of study and do not know how to play.No fun! LoLX, of course la. Because we don't play with F. What's the point of having a friend who backstab you without your knowledge and report to teacher, saying that somebody bullies him? We don't do fake things! Obviously I have no solid evidence, neither do I have any witness to prove my accusation right, I didn't spread my thoughts to others. Anyway, this is my blogspot and I have the right to comment on everything. Even it is just a guess! (No ISA here right?)

Thirdly, he talked about Daniel, Web Team master. I am not too positive if he is implying him. That's not important. The point is, he did something wrong and he can still say,'Just because of a small mistake, he said bla bla bla to me and i am pissed off! '.

We like to play like any other teens. But when comes to something serious which need certain commitment, we will turn serious. And if you can't bear the scold, or thinking that the words --- I had tried my best can get everything done , please resign from taking any posts! Let people who is more responsible handle it.

Seemed like F feel very bad being in Connaught. Well, Just leave whenever you want! You comments on everything as if you are the only one who is doing the right thing. Even a noobie knows, 20 persons dislike 1 person. Is it the 20 persons fault or the 1 person fault? You think I don't know about your history in your previous school? I have friends in Perimbun ,dude! Do you want me to list all your bad deeds out? We, mostly all 4S1 members are a team. We know each other more . Therefore...

Over our dead body, you'll soon get paid off, dear F!

P/S -- Lesson: Do not ever judge a book by its cover , to fellow teachers and friends...

~Stress~

I can't believe it!

I had actually sat in front of my study desk,studied for more than 3 hours! non-stop!
You know, time always passes so fast .Therefore, i could barely memorise the formulas found in Physics Chapter 1 and some other informations...

Fear started to conquer me. Frankly, I was more relax while I studied for my PMR(the peanut). But for this year, Form 4 , no doubt, it is not a honeymoon year. See it? I am now so stress until my connect-the-dots pimples all pop out to protest! This is the 1st time i know what stress means..

I am not trying to exaggerate but as I had mentioned, there are just truths here. No more tembakan anymore.. mainly subjective. I wonder, how can i manage my time.

Perhaps I have to celebrate my Chinese New Year with books , books and books! T.T ==