~ * ~

Will soon post about this leadership camp after getting the CD from the teacher in-charge in other schools.

She Joins Force!

Lol. I once hated her for a week. Just for a very simple reason. She called we prefects as d*gs. (few years back).

And now,

I saw her started wearing the red tie today. Not with blue shirt and skirt. But with the pinafore . Kinda weird and contradictory. Just for the sake of getting more co-co marks isn't? See? We will never know how our life transform and so, just let it be . ^^

Prefects' life. For those who do not enjoy it, will really think it's suffering and mind torturing. Once you fail to control one situation, you might get a good scolding or criticize from the seniors. Well, As I always say, it's just depend on how you view it. If you are scolded, just take it as a lesson. If you are able to control the situation successfully, that's how the satisfactory comes!

They called prefects as d*gs. If I were in form 1 or 2, i might get annoyed and scold them back in return. For now, what I will do is just smile. What so funny? you think. I am smiling at your innocence , you fool!

Whenever you degrading a prefect, you are the true fool.
We learn what you cant learn.
We know what a TEAM meant to be. You don't know.
We realise the importance of tolerating. You fail to get it.
What is the use of reading and memorising the facts printed on the books only?

So I would never regret of being a blue-shirted prefect.

Today there was a funny thought flashed into my mind. A funny one, I wonder. Prefects used to go down for brunch earlier than students. Once I finished my meal, the bell rang, in a coincidence. I heard the silence immediately broke into irresistible noise from nowhere. Then I smiled. You know what I thought of? It related to the game- LEFT 4 DEAD.

Whenever you alerted the alarm, a huge number of zombies run towards you, to be killed by you. Hunter, Smoker, Boomer and TANK! Prefects are the zombie-killers, whereas the uncivilised students are the zombies. It made me laugh, like a mad man. Do not get annoyed. I don't mean anything bad. Just that, my imagination runs wildly.

Yeah! Going to the leadership camp organised by JPWP tomorrow. Happy to know that I will be skipping my tests! Gratz me. Haaha... xD

Heart problem

Who's the heck claiming that there are only 24 hours a day?



I would admit that,

Its so fun to lead a hectic life until I got so-called heart attack last Tuesday. Waking up happily at 5 am as usual, I used to take a long deep breath. All in a sudden .. Opps. I stopped quickly and breathed the fresh air out from my mouth.



What's going on?



I tried to breathe again, slowly...

But when it came to a certain degree, my breathing system stopped me from doing so. If I insisted, it make me suffer by torturing my heart. I was nearly choked and died! And then I will be as famous as MJ. Dead people tends to be famous, an undeniable fact xD. Owh.. Tears dropped out caused by the pain + anxiety. Sitting on the sofa without switching on the light, I tried to calm myself down. Eh, ain't I still young? What's the matter>?

Breathed again...

Repeating the same act for about 1,2,3.... 20 minutes, everything was normal at last. But I froze myself sitting on the sofa, paralysed by the shock. Is it a bad omen? Am I going to die? This is what I thought on that very moment.



Few hours later....





I was in the hospital Sentosa , waiting to be called to see the doctor, Dr. Mohan Arusa. Wondering if he is a Malay or Indian. LOLX . Such a coincidence. My mum and sis needed to consult a doctor too. But not the same doctor as mine.



In the doctor room:



Do you smoke? - No

Take drugs ? - No ==

Drink Alcohol? - No



All the ridiculous questions were fired to me. Eh, aren't the questions ridiculous? Couldn't he just see how healthy and young I am?



I wondered how many times I need to repeat the same act. after Taking off the shirt , lying or standing half naked to be checked, checking my blood pressure, applying some cold green disgusting jelly on my chest, wrists and fury legs.. going for x-ray to 'explore' my healthy body...

Time-consuming check up. I waited for the result after that . And Damn it....



...

...

...

Normal heart beat. Normal heart shape. Normal blood pressure.

Conclusion: Heart normal.

Waoh! Wasting time to check up here since nothing happened. Haha.. Touch wood touch wood. Thanks god I am a healthy one. At least I got a confirmation that my health condition is okay. but wat the eff was happening until I got difficulty in breathing?

- No enough sleep

I remembered very well what the doctor told me in front of my family:

- I can see from your face. You are under pressure.

Well, i don't feel it and I say said no. Then my dad interrupted:

"Just listen to the doctor. He knows more than you. "

I thought he is a doctor, not a BOMOH??? I am okay!

I was having breath difficulty again when I saw the figure in the bill

RM242.50!

xxxxxxx

Next day:

Somebody claimed that he saw me in the school on which tat day I went for Medical Check-up.

Pn Suraiah blamed me by saying I PONTENG class because the thub-in system showed that I was absent?!!?!

WTF going on?! My spirit?

五味参杂 - 奇迹

有种莫名的感觉
促使我用母语来写照今天的心情故事
或许
华文才是令我具有最深感触的语文

XXXXXXX

你曾尝试
在众目睽睽之下
被保安人员从广场赶出来的滋味？

为了我们的时装比赛
加上资金有限的问题
我和大伙儿们 到LM去一家一家店找赞助

毕竟是学生嘛
难免会受冷眼
最难忍的是
当我们到一家店光顾时
有位穿着笔挺的男士不客气地说：
你们有PASS吗？ 没有请马上离开
不然我可以带你们上OFFICE。

我重复地说：不好意思
但出乎想象 他完全没有要原谅的样子
我们下电梯时
隐约听到他对SECU说
HALAU。。。

不知实情的我们
傻傻的到CS 问状况
跟着只是做后
再次踏入大门
又被赶出去
滋味不好受
好溴。。。

心情真的很难过
心里压抑着一种难以形容的愤怒
还有茫然的 惊讶
但最近一直以- 刚而能忍 为座右铭的我
至少不会像以往那样
失去理智发脾气


最后拿到了总部的电话
打给询问柜台
得到了一张投诉表格
投诉服务态度
差劣

毕竟是学生嘛
又不是在光天化日做不可见人的事
干吗那么无礼
好好解释不就行了吗

所以说
有些人 只要得到一丁点的权利
就滥用 摆架子
又怎么令人尊重自己
或许他们只是在执行工作
但难道好声相劝真的那么难？
就因为年纪大些
就可以漠视礼貌的重要性
可笑啊 前辈

心情低落了许久
信心大减一半
我们的时装表演呢 如何找赞助商？

回到学校 还要等六点的巴士
衣着还熏着不舒服的汗味
忧心忡忡
万一资金不够
别说赚了 不亏都偷笑
哈哈 盼奇迹出现
就这样 在学校的食堂
睡了一小时半

XXXX
奇迹果然出现了！
还是意外惊喜！
多谢MRFUAM
我们找到了
VOIR赞助衣服！

是V—O—I—R！！

最大的烦恼 - 终于解决了
但心中却没有太大的惊喜
毕竟不是亲手去找
也没有所谓的成就感吧

过程真的很困难
没有想象中的顺利
为了这时装SHOW
不知浪费了多少的时光
牺牲了读书 运动时间
又遭到一些老师的不热烈反应
还有师姐的不支持

但听说
在绝望时 - 也是当眼前那一扇门关上时
上帝 就把另外一扇门 开启
天无绝人之路
只要有心人 船到桥头自然直！

仅仅5 个星期的时间
来举办前所未有的时装比赛
艰巨
但捧着一颗希望 不放弃

希望当天票会大卖
赚取可观的利润
再次创造
奇迹 ！

所以看到这心情故事的你
一定要来支持
这第一届 也是最后一届
的时装比赛
创造奇迹！

I see my name in the borang

I have been so negative these days.
Now just wanna share something funny here.

These 2 months, I had kena borang for 4 times. The first 4 times in SMKTC lolx. Well Luckily I managed to get the letters to explain my absence in class. * Sigh -881. I used to be a good boy, ain't I?

1st case - Sacrifice for Editorial Board. I always think that Pn Faridah is lenient until she wrote my name onto the piece of borang. Waoh! Now only I realised my absence meant a lot to her. She must be missing me too much.^^ == *I knew it I knew it * I brought the borang where my name was written to Khai Shien the editor and then we both entered her room. Spending entire hour there, lectured non-stop... Sooo Sorry to KS lolxxx... == Guarantee no next time... After the lecture, only she agreed to cancel my name. Before slashing my name using the red pen (RED PEN SOmemore...) she wrote there - TIDAK AKAN DIMAAFKAN JIKA ULANG LAGI! Hei , I am working for Ed board u know?!

2nd case - Minggu Kerjaya. Sacrifice for PRS. But I didn't understand why the person in charge failed to hand in the excuse letter to Pn Julina until she wrote our name there. Well, I was too busy so i ignored her. Just staplered the letter with the borang.

3rd Case - Pn Julina Again! Whom to be blamed? No one. Because that's a prefect meeting to brief us on the Open Day hence didn't enter Physics class. Fortunately we managed to find her and provided her the explanation , since we were innocent.

4th Case - Haha.. We students are used to be so smart in taking advantages. We prefects thought Bio teacher wouldn't care since she is just a trainee teacher, so we had our meeting. Out of Blue, we kena again. Kena, Kena , Kena , until I got numb already. Feeling lazy + dizzy to entertain her, I did the same thing as the 2nd case.

老虎不发威当我是病猫？！ Better don't underestimate the teachers, regardless of their positions..

Tuesday Bio Presentation (30 July 2009)

The girls were sad that day.

Luckily everyone had fun and forgot about the unhappiness that caused by injustice of a party.

6 prefects in 4S1 were Presenting about diabetes.

And suddenly it related to me.
Coz the ant got pimples on its cheek...
Lamechop~~~ ==

Grabbed from Woan Shian's blog.

Woan Shian, luckily you didn't post certain sensitive photos in your blog...

## The shortest post I guessed.

Though it's lame, it is a cure for sadness.

给失落的你

太多的惊喜
与不可思议
无比的诧异

我虽没哭泣
内心在叹息

四个字 描述此心境

不胜唏嘘...

致：
与高等职位无缘的死党 （尤其是与我同样姓氏的那一位）


他们给了太多的惊喜
使你们脸上难以挂上一丝笑意
心里肯定不愤气
以往的努力 不受肯定 是多么的难受

别误会
我不是在假惺惺
我是真的想把内心最真实的话 吐出

你的付出 大家有目共睹
成绩残酷
有谁不为你感到惋惜

一些根本在团里不活跃的伙伴 能如鱼得水
不劳而获 得到高职
又有谁不愤气
而我呢 明年将与一些发梦都没想到的人合作
你又是否明白我的处境 我的感受？
我们曾说过
明年将会是最辉煌的一年
你们还记得吗？

朋友
当我看到 你们因职位高低之分
而与我保持距离 不愿与我多谈
我又怎么想

若因为这些职位影响彼此间的友谊
我告诉你 职位
我不要也罢
与其辛辛苦苦地挨下去
不然干脆算了

我只想
能得到你们的支持
刚才回家途中 我试图预测
明年会发生的事
当然包括你们不把这个团放在心
甚至变成一群反派
当时我好空虚
这个团不是由六或八位组成的
而是由几十人组成的
你们收到我的信息吗？

我真的不知该说些什么
我只是盼望 你们能与我合作
一起创下辉煌的时代
比他们更辉煌灿烂
但你们现在那副病恹恹的模样
我那又抱任何期望的信心？

我要大声说
我 还是我！
并不会因职位的高低而“变质”
你们也一样
不要因职位而改变

最后
请牢记
这里数百双眼睛
你的实力 大家都看得一清二楚
既然已是事实 我们也做不了什么
每个人看事物的角度都不一样
或许他们比较极端
但又如何？

你们才是真正的才子
若你真的因职位而变质
我提醒你
你不但会让他们在后头
默认当初的选择是正确
连一贯支持你的学弟
也会瞧你不起！

来吧
来打造个新世代
藉此证明自己
就算遇到波折也不倒 ！

送给你们 一段我酷爱的诗
正反映出你们的心镜

少年 在鲁钝的刀锋宰割下
苍白而死 血的颜色被质疑
当你以为你拥有了世界
迷糊将你双眼蒙闭
你无法争辩
他们的偏执 放逐了你的权力
也没关系
你在你不曾攀越的世界中
拥抱自己

景荣谨启