Who's the heck claiming that there are only 24 hours a day?
I would admit that,
Its so fun to lead a hectic life until I got so-called heart attack last Tuesday. Waking up happily at 5 am as usual, I used to take a long deep breath. All in a sudden .. Opps. I stopped quickly and breathed the fresh air out from my mouth.
What's going on?
I tried to breathe again, slowly...
But when it came to a certain degree, my breathing system stopped me from doing so. If I insisted, it make me suffer by torturing my heart. I was nearly choked and died! And then I will be as famous as MJ. Dead people tends to be famous, an undeniable fact xD. Owh.. Tears dropped out caused by the pain + anxiety. Sitting on the sofa without switching on the light, I tried to calm myself down. Eh, ain't I still young? What's the matter>?
Breathed again...
Repeating the same act for about 1,2,3.... 20 minutes, everything was normal at last. But I froze myself sitting on the sofa, paralysed by the shock.
Is it a bad omen? Am I going to die? This is what I thought on that very moment.
Few hours later....
I was in the hospital Sentosa , waiting to be called to see the doctor, Dr. Mohan Arusa. Wondering if he is a Malay or Indian. LOLX . Such a coincidence. My mum and sis needed to consult a doctor too. But not the same doctor as mine.
In the doctor room:
Do you smoke? - No
Take drugs ? - No ==
Drink Alcohol? - No
All the ridiculous questions were fired to me. Eh, aren't the questions ridiculous? Couldn't he just see how healthy and young I am?
I wondered how many times I need to repeat the same act.
after Taking off the shirt , lying or standing half naked to be checked, checking my blood pressure, applying some cold green disgusting jelly on my chest, wrists and fury legs.. going for x-ray to 'explore' my healthy body...
Time-consuming check up. I waited for the result after that . And Damn it....
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Normal heart beat. Normal heart shape. Normal blood pressure.
Conclusion: Heart normal.
Waoh! Wasting time to check up here since nothing happened. Haha.. Touch wood touch wood. Thanks god I am a healthy one. At least I got a confirmation that my health condition is okay. but wat the eff was happening until I got difficulty in breathing?
- No enough sleep
I remembered very well what the doctor told me in front of my family:
- I can see from your face. You are under pressure.
Well, i don't feel it and I say said no. Then my dad interrupted:
"Just listen to the doctor. He knows more than you. "
I thought he is a doctor, not a BOMOH??? I am okay!
I was having breath difficulty again when I saw the figure in the bill
RM242.50!
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Next day:
Somebody claimed that he saw me in the school on which tat day I went for Medical Check-up.
Pn Suraiah blamed me by saying I PONTENG class because the thub-in system showed that I was absent?!!?!
WTF going on?! My spirit?